ari kaya org gak punya arah

hari ini gaknya aneh wat gw,,gw cm dirmh ja tanpa aktivitas,cma makan,chatting,nulis blog pokoknya semua hal yg rasa'a gak penting dilakuin gw lakuin,tau napah tapi its not good jah,pen jala-jalan tapi malas,pen belanja tp baru ja belanja baju ma muthi,huft,,malas bgt pokoknyagak enak,,udah gtu ngeliat hantu cwe itu online lage,,aduh tambah bete jah,pennya ngumpul brg tmn2 sma tp auk pada kemana,rasnya gw cm punya mama,papa,angie n eren ja tnpa tmn or pacar,,
God please help me ,,
i

am tired w/ my life

wat am fellin' now..
am tired w/ my activies , my friends , my self..
want 2 move n let it go ,,
making a new reason to doin' all this things,,
somestimes i feel am alone,,no friend,,no family just only me in my own world
i should make my self being a new person so i get happiness in my life..
am tryin' to doing the best but until now its not work,,
my so bored,,i need someone who makes my life being more cheerful
i need a change 4 next year,,being a uniq person and being a smart women
its not easy but i must trying it,,
i hope there a different life in mw world.