am tired w/ my life

wat am fellin' now..
am tired w/ my activies , my friends , my self..
want 2 move n let it go ,,
making a new reason to doin' all this things,,
somestimes i feel am alone,,no friend,,no family just only me in my own world
i should make my self being a new person so i get happiness in my life..
am tryin' to doing the best but until now its not work,,
my so bored,,i need someone who makes my life being more cheerful
i need a change 4 next year,,being a uniq person and being a smart women
its not easy but i must trying it,,
i hope there a different life in mw world.